@janggut
Thank you exceedingly janggut, you have restored my faith in the human mind and in bravery as well, if you catch my drift.
I really hope from the deepest of my heart that Kiya should read and post again to this forum; she was more than helpful, alive and extremely sensitive and I liked her more than most of you do; I began co-authoring a story with her and her style is fantastic; it is because of my great admiration to her that it hurt me very much that she criticised me harshly in public rather than levelling with me in private messages only. I was not rude and the man I posted to him that E-mail replied thanking me for my E-mail and was very positive. That is again why it even hurt me more that she would assume defence that was never needed. I miss her too, but we all need time for our wounds to heal. Kiya told me that her heart was here in this forum and I am sure she will return when she finds the right moment. I also hope that she changes her mind about cyber-friendship and that cyber-friends should not antagonise each other.
Thank you again janggut for being such a deep thinking man who has the courage to carry his cool words through a hell of flames.
My last words should be a humble call:
Kiya, please come back.