I love this song, it sounds less depressing than it reads!
Am I Ever Gonna Change by Extreme
Im tired of being me,
and I dont like what I see,
Im not who I appear to be,
So I start off every day,
down on my knees I will pray,
For a change in any way.
But as the day goes by,
I live through another lie,
If its any wonder why
Am I ever gonna change,
Will I always stay the same,
If I say one thing,
Then I do the other,
Its the same old song,
That goes on forever,
Am I ever gonna change,
Im the one to blame,
When I think Im right,
I wind up wrong,
Its a futile fight,
Gone on to long,
Please tell me if its true,
am I too old to start anew,
cuase thats what I want to do,
But time and time again,
when I think I can,
I fall short in the end,
so why do I even try,
will it matter when I die,
Can anyone here my cry?
Am I ever gonna change,
take it day by day
My will is weak
And my flesh is strong
this peace I seek
till thy kingdom comes
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