here's a song which u can say, saved me from pathetic self-inflicted death. no joke about what emotional/spiritual pain can do to a person. worse than physical pain, that's for sure!

when the spoon is hot
and the needle's sharp
and you drift it away
i can hear you say
that the world in black
is upon your back
and your body shakes
so you ditch away
and you close the shades
. don't try to do it
. don't try to kill your time
. yeah, you might do it
. then you can't change your mind
. you've gotta hold on to your time
. till you break through these times of trouble
when you try to talk
and the words get hard
and they put you down
don't you stay
don't ditch away
. i saw you swinging
. swinging your mother's sword
. i know you're playing
. but sometimes the rules get hard
. but if somebody left you out on the ledge
. if somebody pushed you over the ledge
. if somebody loved you and left you for dead
you gotta hold on to your time
till you break through these times of trouble

by stone gossard & chris cornell

Last edited by janggut; 05/11/03 10:58 AM.


......a gift from LaFille......