Ok, to all - please, read:
What Barta wrote was TOTALLY in my sense. She is on my wavelength and knows that I don't like to be in the center of attention or want people to worry about me. [color:"yellow"]THANK YOU Barta, for speaking for me when I couldn't do it myself.[/color] <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/kissyou.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/up.gif" alt="" /> and reading some reactions to her post really hurt me. Yes, I know, this post here comes a bit late, but I have to concentrate a lot to understand all posts at the moment - and... well, I'm a coward when it comes to stuff I find unpleasant about my person - so... here goes <deep breath> ->
Even if some of you might be angry at me now: Everytime I see a kiya thread, my stomach churns and I want to creep under the next stone (you knew this Barta, hm? <big hug>). I know, you all meant well, but I don't feel comfortable then. If you write me a PM and I can answer privately, it's ok - some of you know that I'm very open then - but privacy in public - and a thread is public after all - is something totally different IMO. I'd prefer to choose myself what/whom I tell about my privacy or not.
Raze and Barnabus were informed, because this was important IMO for the helping part - and this is a game forum after all, correct?
Again, I appreciate all your good wishes - but pleasepleaseplease => no kiya thread anymore <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/puppyeyes.gif" alt="" /> (it drives me away)
Kiya <big lump in stomach and only a bit relieved>
