That' how I feel too. But how to get up from that sea? It's not like there's any ships passing by.
Übereil (and how did you know what it meant? <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/confused.gif" alt="" />)
You are the only person who can lift yourself out.
It's not easy and very hard, but if you don't start focusing on the things good that are a part of your life now, you will dig yourself into a very deep hole of despair. It seems deep now, but it can get deeper, and I know you don't want that. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />
How do you lift yourself up...
Again, you have to choose to smile on purpose.
You have to choose to be happy when things are bringing you down.
Things don’t come automatic.
You must work hard towards a goal.
Whatever that goal is, it’s your choice.
When things get to hard and you feel like you can’t stand it anymore.
Mentally stand back and tell yourself, good things about yourself.
Example: If someone said bad things about you, you wouldn’t stand for it, and you’d fight back. So why allow yourself to say things to yourself that you’d never allow anyone to say to you. Fight bad or blue thoughts within you, just like you would, if it was someone else saying those things to you.
How did I know?
Call it intuition. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/winkwink.gif" alt="" />
Kyra_Ny <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />