No prob, since this will be my last post for the evening (YES, It's evening here).
I know my classmates won't bite me, but still, I can't manage to get throuto them. All my attemts to participate in their conversations is either misunderstood, counterattacked or they're simple facts (like: The time's 10.40 and we start in five minutes).
And I know you don't pretend to know my life, just as mutch as I pretend to know yours. I live my life, and that's the only life I know what it's like to live. And my firends at the forum... Well, pepole here are all nice, but they're no good stand-ins for real friends, and they won't solve my lonliness, just ease it a little. And saying here what I would like to be able to say in real life doesn't help much either. Well, it's a little practise, but it's easier to talk to someone you don't see, and being able to see over what you're going to say for a couple of minutes helps too. In real life you don't have that ammount of time. You've got a moment, then you must have thought of what to say and youmust have gathered enought currage to say it, otherwise the opportunity will be passed, and you'll have to stick to the next opportunity. Often I'm bypassed even when I say something which doesn't help either, but you're got to try, and I'm doing no other thing. It goes easier and easier acually. I'm making progress. By the time my class splits up, I might even have got into the gang <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/biggrin.gif" alt="" />.
Übereil
