Mysteek,
Don't worry too much. You are new here and we already have a well developed community. We all understand each other's intentions and have learned to respect each other. We have been a bit harsh in the things we said, but it's only because we're used to our way.
I think that you will make a fine addition to this forum. You have a lot of enthusiasm and love. Everyone has a settling in period. I stayed unnecessarily quiet for fear of offending anyone or upsetting the order. I've found out now that I didn't need to. And similarly, with your verbosity, we will get used to you and you will get used to us. I don't think you need to go. Just take some heed of the advice given. You can still be yourself, we just all have to compromise a bit.
Have fun! <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />
