i think that she ment something like this:
-That's not true @JvB, and you know it!-
I'm a pretty old member myself (at least i "feel" like one).
comming from the old forum, you begin like a stranger amongst gods, or so they seemed to be.
And after some time you get integrated.
You have your moments of glory , your moments of doubt, and your moments of depressions (the "i got the blues" feeling ).
i saw a lot of newcommers in these forums around here , and since i don't "go" with all the treaths here I just becomming a guy who has one or two funny one-liners and that's it.
but i'm still here , and i wont go.
Because the Larians teached me something. we never give up!
this is just a faze. a moment ago i would probably had the same feeling as you right know "thinking what the hell am i doing here right know. but than you get responses for you birthday, or you get a little bit of attention and the fire is enlighted again, like the good old days.
but everything changes.
And so it's always a matter of time before something ends. Because there's nothing in this universe that last forever, not even eturnity!
And that time isn't now @JvB <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/winkwink.gif" alt="" />
