I'm feeling incredibly frustrated and sad right now. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/puppyeyes.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/disagree.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/cry.gif" alt="" /> A few minutes ago I found some time to check out the news about <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/beyond.gif" alt="" />. Lots of cool news and all... and when I started reading about the winners of the Beyond Divinity contest I got very happy to know that the five first in the top ten had won the game. I got very animated, as I was the sixth place of the top ten (don't know if anyone noticed), so I thought I had a good chance to win! But then I kept reading, only to find out that next week the winners will be picked up randomly! <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/eek.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/cry.gif" alt="" /> I can't explain with words how I felt, but it was something like this: "My girlfriend, which I love with my whole heart and soul, left me for no reason at all!" Really frustrating!! <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/memad.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/puppyeyes.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/disagree.gif" alt="" />
Well, that wouldn't be so bad, as you can always buy the game later (I would gladly pay for it), but then it came to my mind that probably I'll never be able to buy it, as games like Divine Divinity and Beyond Divinity probably will never be released around here, as most less known games aren't released in Brasil, no matter how good they are, <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/memad.gif" alt="" /> and on the rare times a game like that is released, it takes many months, or years, to come out. By the way, I only played the full version of Divine Divinity because I was one of the three lucky winners of the Divine Divinity contest, promoted by RPGDot a long time ago (for that I still consider myself a very lucky person!). And that's why I struggled so hard to get to the top ten! But now everything seems lost... I'll have to satisfy myself with the demo because I'll never see the full version of <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/beyond.gif" alt="" />, except for a pirated version perhaps. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/puppyeyes.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/disagree.gif" alt="" />
Well, I'm better stop writing now...
Sorry for the long post.
Ah yes, I suppose I know how you feel.
I was down this morning. For other reasons (minor ones) so I drank a cup of tea. Try it: believe me, it helps!
I wouldn't want to upset you even more, but you could always talk to your girlfriend, right? If she won't answer, maybe it's better for her to leave now than leave when you're older, married, chained to your work and tired, don't you think?
I also noticed that usually miserable people become lucky after 30 years or so.
You have several possibilities:
- Ask someone to send it over if you pay him the game and the shipping. I can't at the moment but if you ask me by August... Sorry, low on $ myself: doubt I could buy BD even for myself.
- Ebay.
- Some online store
- The LAST possibility. I wouldn't encourage it, though, but no one's perfect. ESPECIALLY me.
Well, you at least won DD, no? I never won anything in my life and bought DD a year after the release on ebay so you're at least lucky in that!
I hope things get better for you, mate. Really.
