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yeah but i want a gd axe <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/puppyeyes.gif" alt="" /> there aint to many lol <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/birthday.gif" alt="" /> 6 days to my 21st hee hee lol

It's certainly the best axe in the game. You could always stow it away for later and make do in the mean time. Divine Divinity had that realism that other games do miss: just 'cos you're a weakling doesn't mean you'll only find weakling equipment. It does make things awkward and sometimes spoiled, though.