IN death Ill lose all of this useless crap besides LOVE. LOve is all that is eternal, and so is life. I know i am going to live forever and GOd wants me to. This makes me very happy, But ever since i learned this to be true I have wanted nothing more then to share this with her. I have been her servant for the past year and enjoyed it... But to me heaven isnt worth it without her, and Living every day like its the last.. I do that because I know anyday could be the last, Thats why I work to make every day to be a day that if it was the end that God wouldnt disapouinted with me. I went trhough the normal I lost the love of my life situation before, but this time its different, Ive promised her my life forever, So if she leaves me I am still hers to come back to..... I cannot break this promise so being with another woman is completely out of the question, and friends are so short lived and I dont care to have anythiung but love... I guess I will just have ot be alone forever, you know its not my choice to be by myself. My entire life it has been impssoible for me to have anyone around me, She changed all of this and gave me something no one else could.. Heck for her God gave me the strength to dance once, I FREAKING DANCED! that is more impssoble to me then flying away on a broom!
