Hey I have God and im fine in him and he has so many great things in store for me, but I dont want any of it without her at my side. I kinda feel the same way he does, What he wants more then anything is us to love him by choice and for us to choose to be with him, and thats how I feel. I have eternal life ahead of me but It doesnt seem worth it without her love. Sometimes God seems so human. Deep down we have the same desires, To love and to be loved. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/biggrin.gif" alt="" />
Ill live, I wont kill myself or anything, but sometimes I just wish it were over, so I wouldnt miss her so much. I already went through this similar thing with another Girl but that was before I was saved and on the path of rightousness. IVe been alone my whole life and then She came into it, and then God. And I dont see being happy without either of them.