@Byblos
being interested in art myself I tried to look at your pics, but none of them are appearing. And links give me 404 errors.
on topic -
If I may be blunt----
If you believe you're going to 'pine' for this girl for the rest of your life and you'll never find, or don't want to find anyone else - then I say go to a counsellor (if you haven't already) and seek guideance on this issue. It would seem you don't have the emotional development to deal with these issues, we don't have the training to help, so you should seek it professionally.
You said 'I already went through this similar thing with another Girl but that was before I was saved and on the path of rightousness...'
So it's happened before, and then so will probably happen again. But what's this 'I was saved and on the path of rightousness' - what was so
wrong about it?
If you're desperate to be loved, you'll find no one will, because most people despise desperation - it makes you act a certain way and it's not attractive. Also, if you dote on someone and be a lap dog, then they would likely get bored.
Not saying you do any of that...but it's an impression I get.
To sum up, some emotional strings aren't attached as tightly as they should be, I suggest you seek professional guidence and tighten them up. Accepted that you're going to be alone is the quitters way out, the easy option...how about being brave and get the help. Now that's courage. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/up.gif" alt="" />
