It isnt my worth that is in her, to God I am precious, but my enjoyment and human companionship is in her.
Well if shes would die, I wouldnt want that to happen.. I would just hope she is on the same side as me when I get there.
I am silent, I met MT by accident trhough another Silent girl I used to talk to sometimes! MT forced it outn of me!
about your last statement... The world has no moral value, lives for sin and for pleasure of the flesh, and it sickens me and God. I would rather burn in hell then to live for pleasure as a sinner. Which is the opposite of what will happen. Give up sin and live forever, the perfect covenant.
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I did see a counselour about the silentity (if thats a word) and he just keeps saying its because I dont know who my biological dad is, Like give a crap.. I study physcology and know the ruotine, they usually try to convince you that your problem is something that it is not and give you pills. Maybe some actually help but none ive ever seen.
Unless you have what I have, A friendship with God, you cannot understand how I feel. I really wish this whole world would be close to God, as our nation was at its birth....
YOu want ME to talk to priest? lol, as far as i know priests are the biggest blastphemers and sinners of us all, Who do they think they are requesting to be caleld father? Even Jesus who IS God refused to let people call him that! And the whole tell me your sins so your safe bullcrap makes me sick, no person has any right to know your sins, and no person can help you with them. If you have sins on your concious tell god yourself personally, Like this "God, I know your there and care for me, and I know ive done something wrong and im sorry." If you say and feel tha way, the promise of eternal life is yours!