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Your stopry sounds sad, but so many poeple have girlfriends and I see this, but I have never met someone who had a relationship like MT and I shared. It was very unique and so much deeper then any ive ever seen..

Of course it is. You don't see people's private lives. Otherwise they wouldn't be "private"! Many, many people have relationships that deep. And many of them have to get over breaking up with them. It is sad that I lost Alex, but I am a better person know because I learned from my experiences with her, both good and bad. It's sad that you lost MT. Don't let it be in vain.

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Me? Im an emty sheel without a female companion, I have always been in hibernation before her.. Nothing makes me happy but a female partner (NO not sex partner!)...

Bull-[nocando]. I know that's all you can see, but it is bull-[nocando]. I didn't know what to do without Alex, and I continued to [nocando] up my life. Why? Because I sought a female partner, same as you. The only thing you neglected to mention is that you want MT. Another female won't be right. and you want it because that's what you're used to. You've forgotten how to live single.

How did you live before MT?

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, and sometimes games... Games take my mind away from it all. But I dont have any good games, and I have to find a job now... For the past three days Ive had no choice but to sit here and cry for her to come back.. Its not going to happen, but I have nothing else to do, nothing else makes me happy. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/shame.gif" alt="" />

Games are an escape, especially at a time like this. Don't rely on them to get you through. Though you don't want to, kick yourself in the bum and get out. Get the job. I forced myself to go out and have fun on the weekends. I went to the only night-club I enjoyed, by myself, and just let loose. I knew no one there and didn't care how I looked dancing. I didn't bother drinking. I certainly didn't need any drugs. It just felt good to let the music wash over me. And I ended up meeting someone who took me to other clubs, one of which is now my second favourite.

janggut and I care because we've been there too. It seems so unique to you, but it isn't. Sure we never had it exactly quite like you did, but the premise is the same. Also, have another look at the start of this thread. Though it looks different to you, it isn't by much.