I love stability... BUT the more i try to reach it... the less i seem to get it... but one day.... i am sure...
Like Leia Organa said to Tarkin :
"The more tight your grip, the more systems will slip through your fingers" ...
Please take this as a good advice. I mean it.
The more strength you put into this, the more it will escape you - I'd rather say try to embrace it as a friend, or like it was an animal - but never put the pressure on it.
I wish I could say "the more you let the pressure go, the more it will come to you", but I cannot foresee your future. I'm no person which can do that. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/winkwink.gif" alt="" />