Sometimes it is not easy to stand by the people you love when they are alive. Unfortunately life is hard and s***t happen all the time. But the love and care remain in our hearts no matter what. Mea was important to me even if I had to speak with him for a long time. And yes there are people who suffer in this world all around us. Life is full of tragedies I am afraid.

Jan thanks a lot.

You can have my absence of faith
you can have my everything...