it really is hard for those of us who loved him.

you're right. he was a really great guy and he loved and cared about his friends and was always there for them.

he is deeply missed and like you said, it is very hard when you come across one of his posts. it makes you feel as if he is still around, but you know in you head that he isn't.

i still miss him very much especially when i see an old post. i know he wouldn't want us to grieve but instead to be happy and that is what i am trying to do. if i can give something back that he gave me, i know it will make him happy.

-shan