Everybody gathered around the campfire, everybody was hungry and Womble and Jurak found a nice dead pig that they had cooked over the fire.
They all were there, one big circle around the fire in the dimmering light of day. Womble, Jurak, jvb, Dqueene, kiya, Lishandra, Luc, Dragh, Jolie and willow, even Kilala, LadyStreak, Fe and Meatloaf were there (I hope I haven't forgotten anybody)
Darkness started to take over from the day and the silence it brought with it was penetrating, hardly anybody was talking and they all looked at me.
"OK, this is not easy for me, but I feel I owe to all of you the truth, you're all in my heart and I love every single one of you so greatly I never thought I could."
*silence* I walked around a bit and then I stood stil, my back turned to the fire. I looked to the stars adn started talking.
"As you all know by now, I'm a Deva.... a fallen Deva. I didn't know much about my race as I didn't come from this world but every night I had vision about my origin and race. This allowed me to understand a bit more about myself.
In nature we deva's are immortal but there is one disease that can kill us: 'Pothakitis'. It's a disease that comes with great pains. I know about this disease and it's name through these vision yet I don't know how to cure them. Maybe some day i'll have a vision about it or we find a way to solve it."
I breathed deeply and blinked away a tear, luckily I was with my back turned towards them so they didn't see it
I continued
"These pains keep comng more unexpectidely and more furious. I don't know why but in my case the disease is evolving 3 times faster than normal.... maybe because I'm not from this world. The pains began when we left the city inside the invisible barrier. I also think that the 'evil' jvb sensed in there maybe gave me this disease. it's possible than the cure can be found there as well and that the 'evil' in there is related to some wizard, I don't know, I'm just thinking outloud here.
Anyway, the pains kept coming faster after each other and a lot more aggressive, It's hard for me to cope with them but I'm hanging in here. When needed i'll ask one of you to make me some pain-diminishing potions.
The downside of all this is that I can't keep it together sometimes"
I bursted in tears............
Last edited by Viper; 14/06/03 06:50 PM.
