Larian Studios Forums General Chat The Great English Forum Birthday Topic

It’s Chris actually, and I’m 22 now.
How did you guys get a hold of my sacred birthday date, I thought the thread with the birthday list was destroyed a long time ago. What have I accomplished all these years, what was there to accomplish? Four thousand dollars to the government in student loans and 1/4 of my life already passed before my eyes. These accomplishments can be taken away as easily as they have come. No, I’ve grown as a person in mind and body, in my own personal struggle. The pain, the pain of being alone tempers me like forged steel. The darkness of the years yet to come, I’m alone in the dark; yet you remembered my birthday like some machine reading scripts or instructions from a program. I know other boards actually have an automated birthday delivery system for those that register. Larian does not have this system; instead it has others that believe it’s their civic duty. You don’t know me and don’t care to. How long has it been, how long has it really been since I registered here? All this time and no friends, no one talk to on instant messengers. Have I even received a PM in my mail box? If I have, it would be in reference to what’s going on in the forums, which in its self is rare. I’m seen and understood as an avatar, an entity on the internet known as Virgo_Bluefire that’s registered on the Larian Forum. I’m human, I really am. I know most of you are European, and so am I. I’m 25% Irish, 50% German and 25% Italian, although I am American, I came from Europe as well, we were founded by Europe. I’ve fought so hard to fit in, to be accepted, but I’ve failed in my purpose. One might think what kind of person would make a statement like this. I assure you; I fit into many social groups except being gay. I’m a straight young man, and I don’t hate if you’re gay or not, I know your pain, I know you’re human. I fought so hard and now the forum is empty, so why did it matter? It mattered to me. This was nothing more then a voice in the darkness.