"this bugged, fucking unbalanced, and boring beta",
I'm sorry but did you just say that a beta build of a game is bugged and unbalanced?
Isn't that expected from a beta release ? lol... seriously?
Boring or not is a matter of personal preference and i respect your opinion ofc, but bashing the game saying it's fucking unbalanced when it's only the 2nd build of beta and still a few months away from a release candidate buid is just being a forum troll.
About the OP and the game being suposedly too hard, it's clear to me that you want diferent entertaintment than this game is suposed to offer. This is suposed to be an "old school" RPG and thus a little bit more chalenging than most recent mainstream games.
It's clear you realy WANT to like it and play it, but you even say that you don't have much time and thus you just want easy acessible entertainment, it seems to me that this game is not for you at least in "normal" dificulty levels, hopefuly larian can make the "easy" version accessible for you and people like you.
Please don't take this personaly as i'm not trying to make you feel bad nor bashing you for liking things diferent from me, i just find that the game is not the problem, your expectations of it are.
P.S. I can link you numerous threads on steam of people complaining the game is a walk in the park and too easy, and they threaten larian they have to make it harder or the game will fail hard...
So... who is right?