sorry but i just cant stand playing this game if you can help me find a way to play it that doesn't kill me form the inside i will be thankful
there are many reasons, one of then the difficulty which i find to be nothing but an annoyance
Because you think it's too difficult? It was tweaked a bit upwards from the first patch. Further tweaks are likely, although I can't say for certain where the final difficulty will end up.
another is experience being a limited resource because i love grinding to counter the annoying difficulty(seriously people who like difficulty should stop playing games and go play real life cause that is where difficulty belongs) perhaps difficulty would be the wrong name cause i cleared dark souls 1 to 3 and bloodborne and i ddn't felt this annoyed, i think being forced to explore and do the disconected immersion breaking quests to get more exp when i want to proceed on the main history is what makes it annoying
There will be no infinite XP. It will remain limited. That is how the game is fundamentally designed and it won't change. Also, if you think the quests are just an annoyance getting in the way of fighting monsters, then this is probably not the right kind of game for you.
and another reason is because i find balance to be a flaw when i comes to rpgs, i believe one of the part of rpgs is to be rewarded by good choices and punished by bad ones, mimaxing and doing your homework is part of the fun of a rpg and balancing everything so it doesn't matter what you chose ruins this aspect of rpgs
This comment makes no sense. "balance is a flaw"? That's a dumb thing to say. All games need some kind of balance. A game where you have 900,000 HP, enemies do 3 damage and you can kill them all in one hit is not fun. Nor is a game where enemies have 900,000 HP, you do 3 damage and you can be killed in one hit. You might not notice the existence of balance contributing to your enjoyment of a game, but that does not mean that it isn't there.
It is not a bad idea for games to avoid having a single "I win" button skill which is so good it makes all others lousy.
but the main reason i cant get into this game its that the story is just bad i mean the base concept is good but it just doesn't seems to get anywhere, maybe its because i haven't gone too far into the game but the story lacks a sense of greatness that you find in most rpgs, they make the sourcery to be something uberpowerfull but everyone can use it and its not even that great
It sounds like you're still in the prison. That's the very first part of the first act of the game. The plot for that is to escape first the prison and then the island. It is admittedly not the most compelling plot.
is there something like a walkthrough of all quests and the order to do then so i can get that junk out of the way and get to a decent level before making the main quest
This game does not seem like it is for you.
