Is there a library nearby? Reading is great too. Yeah, I guess life hasn't pulled any punches on you. I say a prayer every night. Sounds like you've got a plan. Good luck, mate. Excuse the lack of conjunctions.
Thank you

And yeah; my kindle (long may it not break; thing is OLD), is connected to my local library and an app on my laptop. If I..ah..find a PDF of a book I really enjoy, I can download it and transfer it to my kindle.