not to be a complete dick, because I am really supportive of you getting the help you need (honestly, our arguments aside, I hope you find stability!), but let's just request to move this thread into general discussions, where it belongs. it shouldn't be closed or dismissed, just put in the right spot.
That's also in hand: the reason it's been left here is because general chat is languishing down at the bottom of a very, very long forum list and practically nobody ever notices it's there. I've been agitating about moving it for ages as we need official approval to make what would be considered a significant change and anyone who can do so has been terribly busy. But hopefully soon, at which point non-BG stuff can find a new home.
