I think Hoar is exactly what I want.

Shevarash is an elf god and chaotic neutral, Sharess is chaotic good and the fury is connected to insanity and madness.

I want to be a lawful evil knight, an enforcer of law and order.
Societies are based on hierarchies, laws and contracts and it is my duty to punish those who break the law or who want to create chaos.
The only acceptable punishment for mayor crimes is execution, and killing the king is one of the worst crimes possible.
I would never worship a chaotic creature.

The fact that Hoar is connected to Bane is not a problem, I am a lawful evil noble.
https://forgottenrealms.fandom.com/wiki/Bane
The knight shown at the worshipers part is exactly how I imagine my char. Well, I want a 2h blade ( I am known as "the executioner" because I like to behead my enemies) and I wear the symbol of my king to remind everyone who I want to avenge.

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