I feel like I'm role playing toddlers with noodles. The attack rolls are abysmal I can't hit a barn door in front of me but the enemy decides which freckle on my face they want to put the arrow in. I average about 7 on my attack rolls per battle my enemies average about 13 this is without modifiers. I actively avoid any conflict and am becoming ok with just letting myself be a Mind Flayer at least then I'd be a useful player character.
