Well for the sake of putting your mind at ease
the person you design isn't a love interest but it's the form of some sort of being (probably the mindflayer tadpole but possibly not) that wants you to embrace the tadpole and the power it offers you and appears to you in an idealized form to encourage that.
Ah, thanks. That sounds much better. Not sure why it appears so suggestive of romance, but it should be an easy enough fix.
