Become a God? How about not the spawn of a god, not involved in a 4d chess conspiracy by a God, not having people hunt you down to take your god powers for themselves, having your entire life and home destroyed by these said people. Why don't you talk about how the tadpoles are not working the way they are, the nautiloids are not working the way they are, the illithid are not working the way they are, the ullitharid are not working the way they are or the incredible suspension of disbelief you have to make for the excuse presented for this, or how the tadpoles are manifesting powers they shouldn't have, or how you should never have been able to survive this experience, or how the universe ignores the fact that you have a living tadpole in your brain that isn't killing you which would be the subject of instant desire for many major players including figures such as Vlaakith CLVII or the entirety of Thay?
1) People are hunting you down. You meet some of them.
2) The universe doesn’t infinite of this. Characters explicitly remark how your tadpoles aren’t working as they should and have been tampered with. The mystery of who did this and why is the game’s story.
3) The tadpole in your head would be an intense desire to many powerful factions in Faerun, but it literally just happened.
I’m sorry, but your post is largely gibberish.