Dammit I used the respecc function. Andddd, now I'm sad.

Sidenote, does anyone in the game comment if you full on change gender and species through the game? I found that option kind of funny.

“But his mind saw nothing of all this. His mind was engaged in a warfare of the gods. His mind paced outwards over no-man's-land, over the fields of the slain, paced to the rhythm of the blood's red bugles. To be alone and evil! To be a god at bay. What was more absolute?”