Not using the tadpole... so I can't say.
Same for me.
Why would I even want to use the powers of a parasite that was implanted into me by my captors and that could (and for all I know will) turn me into an Illithid? The only time I'm actually using the tadpole is on the Nautiloid to free Shadowheart, since that makes sense from a RP point of view.
Exactly. Why would I use the tadpole power, when I know almost nothing about it, and have no feasible means in which to control it? Maybe I would consider using it, if I knew more about it, and knew who was behind the magic that encompasses it. Perhaps if I knew these things, I'd learn of a way to control it? it's very hard to use the tadpole, and not have your immersion instantly broken, because of how stupid it is to use it.
