I don't know what to tell you, man, except suck it up, you have a bad rolls.
I had one too.
I had a day where rolling for a DC 30 lock is nigh immpossible. The day after I rolled 30+ more than 5 times for 10 DC lock.
I shot a lot of point blank range attack 65% odds Disadvantaged and hit it. The mob -rarely- hit me when I stand right in front of them when they try to shot me point blank.
What I'm trying to tell you is that you and many other people have some kind of loss aversion.
I suggest you pen down every single roll number, down to perception/survival/nature checks you get, everything.
