My boyfriend and I were so disappointed with how at the end of our playthrough,
Karlach just fizzled out on the docks.
We thought surely we missed something? So in my solo playthrough,
she stepped up to be a mindflayer
... it wasn't my first choice and I wouldn't call it satisfying, but I let her in the interest of avoiding what happened last time.
Determined to see if there was something more for her I tried a third time, thinking a Karlach Origin playthrough might be able to offer some catharsis, some hidden secret that lets things end in a satisfying or at least sensible way. (I also thought romancing Wyll as Karlach might be cute, since for some godsforsaken reason Dammon isn't an option for her even though he himself seems like he would have been interested.)
I was wrong on both accounts.
Not only did Wyll's romance feel
uniquely bad and unfitting for Karlach (his beautiful words about spending forever together, to a girl who has maybe two more long rests to live after what was ironically an incredibly slow burn romance), but the ending was only marginally better than my second attempt.
Disappointments all around.
The entire time we were in the House of Hope I was hoping we'd find some hidden schematic, some hint or material unique to the hells that would help Dammon solve this head-scratcher and make things better her.
No hope there.
The desperate "Maybe if we save up enough soul coins we can trade them to a devil for something that will help?"
I can understand a character having a tragic end - I enjoy some good angst and even the "bad" Astarion romance end felt satisfying for what it was even if it isn't my character's true canon.
It doesn't need to be happy but it does need to be narratively satisfying. Trying and failing would have felt better than not even being able to try.
At no point after the first 30 minutes of Act 2 did it feel like we were allowed to even try to help her, even though so many possible avenues of hope for a solution existed.
Like why are there so many different icons for metal? I got my hopes up every time we downed a steelwatcher. In fact a steelwatcher confusing her for another steelwatcher made me think maybe the Gondians could help too.
So, so many threads we could have followed if we were allowed to even try or dare to ask.
I'm probably just repeating what's been said over and over in the past 63 pages but... I needed to vent.