Yup same thing, first platthrough i was blown away by the game. The combat, the VA, the story the choices, the plot fwists. Only to feel horr8blt confused and sad at the ending. Cause i just coukdnt fathom that THIS is what ive worked towards. It felt hollow. And worse still it wasnt cause i messed up a quest or missed a convo. It was cause i had no choice in the matter. The character i romanced. Either was sent to hell or died traumtically infront of me.... just...ick