And I believe you are doing the same - seeing her as you want to see her. Again. Try to understand that this isn't obvious - this is a matter of interpretation. We are doing the same thing - each seeing through our own lenses. Neither of can cast true sight - we must look through colored lenses.

(and for the love of Bhaal try to remember that you are taking a position can only be maintained if the game dialogue is changed so your interpretation isn't obvious to either me or to the author)