I think I always liked the "I want to live" song from the OST the most, maybe because of the title ? Or the text or "ticking clock" rhythm. Can't put my finger on the actual reason, as there are so many good songs on the soundtracj. But I always thought it was Astarion's theme because of the text.
Only now did I find a pointer to a Borislav Slavov tweet where he says it is YOUR theme. That of the player. I like the song even more now. And as player's theme it also makes sense that it is sung by a man and a woman.
