It reads to me like OP did try to get through it, but couldn't. It happens. In which case asking for help seems fair.
OP, I don't know how likely this kind of change will make it into the base game. There could be mods, but I tried typing trypophobia in mod.io and it came up empty.
So you could make your own. Changing textures should be accomplishable with the mod creator, and a kind soul to look at the textures for you.