bloody game spiders putting a gun to your head making you reload! Bad spiders you should report it to the police!!
Note don't though I'm sure they'll laugh that a game is forcing you to chose to reload when you can just fight it.
It's not it's you.
I say roll with it! It dares to turn and spot you kill it, laugh at it, then cook it, and eat it! If you a tpk (total party kill) then reload and try again.
Seriously, This is the Early Access build. Wait to save scum until it matters, Experiment, do things wrong, learn from the experience. You might actually end up a better player