Allthought my hands are shaking and my knees are weak, I have decided to follow Kiya's brave example and to tell you the truth to you all.
I have talked to several members that I considered my friends. You all helped me to decide what I should do, you said it was better to drop this subject, but then I contacted Kiya. We started to talk and and I found out what I already knew.
Setharmon used to be a helpfull guy, he build that image so that no one would believe anyone of us if we talked. I even defended him in the "Pope" thread. Johannes Paulus II
, just because I thought he was right and we get along very well.
Now, we started to exchange msn and we talked. Not that often, because I didn't trust him enough, maybe three times or so, but the last time we spoke, he told me that he got several pm's with complaints from other members. According to these pm's I was too silly on forum, almost pathetic and I should participate to more serious topics. First I was very shocked, sad and angry. I thought I was ok, and that most of you liked me the way I was.
So, I started to write pm's and asking very carefully what they thought of me. When someone asked me why I wanted to know that, I never mentioned any names because I thought Setharmon was very respected here on forum.
I was thinking of letting it go, and just not tell anyone, but I knew if I didn't do anything to stop this things could get out of control. When I heard that Kiya had been throught the same, and another friend has suffered also by his doing, I wanted to take actions. Kiya gave me permission to send out her pm to everyone who was involved or must been warned. I knew that I couldn't do a thing all by myself, so I was glad with the help of a strong and mighty dragon as Kiya.
I would be honored if Barta would lead us, ladies. But maybe Kiya would be a better leader since she has gone throught this already.
And with this, I want to openly apologise to Barta for my behavior last on the "Pope" thread. I hope you are not mad at me for that anymore.
I also wanted to say, that allthough I intended to leave this forum, that I'm glad that I did some investigations and that I found out the truth.
Setharmon, as you might have noticed, I'm not the weak, lonely or naieve girl that you maybe thought I was. You can't play with me like you did with all the other girls. I'm not afraid of you, even not after your treat to hack into my computer. Your reign over this forum is finished.
Thank you, it was very brave to come out with the truth.
Thanks to all my friends that I talked to, for believing in me and giving me the time to investigate the matter. Thank you for your trust in me.
Thank you for not shutting this thread down, I'm glad we got the chance to talk about this.
To all the members that I didn't contacted throught pm, don't be mad at me for that. I didn't know who to talk to and I also didn't wanna put a burden on your shoulders, like it has been on mine for the last few weeks.
I also want to say, if you have any questions at all, send me a pm. I will try to answer them as soon as possible.