Itís Chris actually, and Iím 22 now.
How did you guys get a hold of my sacred birthday date, I thought the thread with the birthday list was destroyed a long time ago. What have I accomplished all these years, what was there to accomplish? Four thousand dollars to the government in student loans and 1/4 of my life already passed before my eyes. These accomplishments can be taken away as easily as they have come. No, Iíve grown as a person in mind and body, in my own personal struggle. The pain, the pain of being alone tempers me like forged steel. The darkness of the years yet to come, Iím alone in the dark; yet you remembered my birthday like some machine reading scripts or instructions from a program. I know other boards actually have an automated birthday delivery system for those that register. Larian does not have this system; instead it has others that believe itís their civic duty. You donít know me and donít care to. How long has it been, how long has it really been since I registered here? All this time and no friends, no one talk to on instant messengers. Have I even received a PM in my mail box? If I have, it would be in reference to whatís going on in the forums, which in its self is rare. Iím seen and understood as an avatar, an entity on the internet known as Virgo_Bluefire thatís registered on the Larian Forum. Iím human, I really am. I know most of you are European, and so am I. Iím 25% Irish, 50% German and 25% Italian, although I am American, I came from Europe as well, we were founded by Europe. Iíve fought so hard to fit in, to be accepted, but Iíve failed in my purpose. One might think what kind of person would make a statement like this. I assure you; I fit into many social groups except being gay. Iím a straight young man, and I donít hate if youíre gay or not, I know your pain, I know youíre human. I fought so hard and now the forum is empty, so why did it matter? It mattered to me. This was nothing more then a voice in the darkness.