Viper, I am really sorry to hear about all of the trouble you are having and that you've lost a very close friend because of some things that have happened on the forum. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/disagree.gif" alt="" />
I know how you feel because I have lost some friends that meant alot to me because of some things that have happened too. I hope that some how, some way that the two of you will be able to work through the problem and that one day soon that you and your friend will be able to put all of this behind you and be friends again.
Take care and know that you are not alone and that people do care about you. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />